You see, i've been given so much freedom from my parents. Yet, i still dare to misuse it. At my age, being able to go over to johor is already considered lucky. Still, all in my head was to have fun, enjoy enjoy enjoy. I didn't think of the risks i'm taking, the consequences of my actions, the people around me who would be affected. I'm selfish. Its immature, rude, dumb. Allah, please, please guide me from all the wrong ways, lead me to the right path. I've been a bad bad bad son. I made my parents worry, i misused the trust given to me. I don't ever wanna do it again. I hope i never will.

I'm imperfect. i never get things right. I hate being in love at first, till she came around. Now she's gone, and once again my trust for girls got destroyed. Im sick of all this. Anyway, i've never liked studying, hated reading. I know my limits. I tweet a lot, hell lot. This blog is where shit comes out and never gets back in. Byezxc. I hate those who think they're perfect. If you are one, go kill yourself.

Mum and Dad call me Amirul. Yeah that's my name. Im 17 this year, just one more year to go before i take on my motorcycle license xD My O levels are long gone, i did well enough and here I am studying at Temasek Polytechnic, Engineering student. I never thought i'll love again, she gave me hope. Now she's gone, i felt all my hope crumble down. I feel so empty, so lost. Its just too sudden.
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