When i was in johor, i recalled everything i went through recently. Love, friendships, others. I realised we cant stop ourselves from changing. I see everyone arguing, quarrelling. Where's the peace? We're all becoming selfish, so cold and empty inside. Myself, i realise i'm get angry so easily. Recently i watched a video about patience, the prophet s.a.w said those who are strongest of men are those who are able to control their anger, their patience. God, change me back. Im not like this. Sigh. I only have so little time to live and i still dare to take life for granted. Enough of love kay mimi? Its not bringing you any good. You cant even love yourself, you wanna love someone else? Forget it. appriciate friendships, they last so much longer. Its much more worth it. I wanna change, i have to change. I need to find peace, peace from within. Its time i stop laughing like mad, and just give a smile. When there's nothing better to say, i'll just keep quiet. I wanna stop my vulgars. Im just so full of bull.... right now. Im gonna be seventeen this year, maybe its time i make a change. No more dumbass amirul.

I'm imperfect. i never get things right. I hate being in love at first, till she came around. Now she's gone, and once again my trust for girls got destroyed. Im sick of all this. Anyway, i've never liked studying, hated reading. I know my limits. I tweet a lot, hell lot. This blog is where shit comes out and never gets back in. Byezxc. I hate those who think they're perfect. If you are one, go kill yourself.

Mum and Dad call me Amirul. Yeah that's my name. Im 17 this year, just one more year to go before i take on my motorcycle license xD My O levels are long gone, i did well enough and here I am studying at Temasek Polytechnic, Engineering student. I never thought i'll love again, she gave me hope. Now she's gone, i felt all my hope crumble down. I feel so empty, so lost. Its just too sudden.
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