I'm shutting myself up. I'm going anti social. I'm keeping everything to myself. I'm gonna practice ignorance. I'm leaving it all behind. I'm gonna start thinking negative. I'm gonna be pessimistic. I'm never gonna put high hopes again. I'm gonna start getting used to feeling down. I'm gonna release my stress only through silat. I'm no longer that joker, i'm no longer making others smile. I'm gonna need someone to replace me. I'm replacable, common, low, typical. I'm praying so hard my problems will be gone.



Kay bye, i'm gone.
Amirulazmi.

I'm imperfect. i never get things right. I hate being in love at first, till she came around. Now she's gone, and once again my trust for girls got destroyed. Im sick of all this. Anyway, i've never liked studying, hated reading. I know my limits. I tweet a lot, hell lot. This blog is where shit comes out and never gets back in. Byezxc. I hate those who think they're perfect. If you are one, go kill yourself.

Mum and Dad call me Amirul. Yeah that's my name. Im 17 this year, just one more year to go before i take on my motorcycle license xD My O levels are long gone, i did well enough and here I am studying at Temasek Polytechnic, Engineering student. I never thought i'll love again, she gave me hope. Now she's gone, i felt all my hope crumble down. I feel so empty, so lost. Its just too sudden.
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