It takes trust on both sides of the party to make the relationship work. There's no point if one of them trust but the other doesn't. Relationships never last when trust isn't there. After you trust, thats when love, respect, honesty and sincerity comes in. For us, things would have worked out if only we trust, we continued to try, if only we really were serious. But i guess its too late to cry over spilled milk, everything didn't went out like we wanted it to. Maybe we're still young, maybe we're not meant to be, maybe you're too good for me and you deserved someone else who's better than me.


The thing is, i just can't imagine myself without you in my life. Be it as a friend, bestie, really close friend, girlfriend, wife. Whatever it is, all i want is just for you stay in my life, its already good enough and im really grateful i met you. You taught me a really important lesson in life, i should only be with that person when we both trust each other. I'll hold on to that forever and hopefully i can use what i've learn during the next time i found someone different, if there'll ever be a next time. Anyway, I hope all the best for you in finding the right guy, i tried my very best to be one but i failed, i failed to make the love of my life trust me with all her heart. Hopefully you'll find the guy you've always wanted.

Whoever you want me to be,
AmirulAzmi.

I'm imperfect. i never get things right. I hate being in love at first, till she came around. Now she's gone, and once again my trust for girls got destroyed. Im sick of all this. Anyway, i've never liked studying, hated reading. I know my limits. I tweet a lot, hell lot. This blog is where shit comes out and never gets back in. Byezxc. I hate those who think they're perfect. If you are one, go kill yourself.

Mum and Dad call me Amirul. Yeah that's my name. Im 17 this year, just one more year to go before i take on my motorcycle license xD My O levels are long gone, i did well enough and here I am studying at Temasek Polytechnic, Engineering student. I never thought i'll love again, she gave me hope. Now she's gone, i felt all my hope crumble down. I feel so empty, so lost. Its just too sudden.
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