Im so darn bored today. Nothing to do, nothing to study for. Tomorrow's gonna be my malay paper. I really want my A2. Gotta improve, B4 isn't enough. Anyway, im sitting all alone in my room, playing the guitar. Found the chords i wanted, started playing all the way till my fingers got numb. I realised my tummy aches a lot this week, im not eating right i guess. It has always been chicken chicken chicken. Maybe what Love said was right, too much chicken ain't good for me. Hees :) Talking bout Love, she must be having so much fun baking right now. And yes -.- with her guy friend. OhmyAllah im jealous, like seriously. Is that a sign that i truly love her? Or is it that im just plain egoistic. Sigh... Moving on, Os are ending this friday. I wanna ask Love out on a date andand pop out the question somewhere romantic, town area i guess? Haha, but i don't think she's able to go home late, her parents are tough on her, i think. Hmm, i be waiting for this friday and i hope that's the day Love is mine to keep :)


I've been waiting for so long
For something to arrive
For love to come along

Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
I'll be standing there by you, Nurul Afiqah♥

I'm imperfect. i never get things right. I hate being in love at first, till she came around. Now she's gone, and once again my trust for girls got destroyed. Im sick of all this. Anyway, i've never liked studying, hated reading. I know my limits. I tweet a lot, hell lot. This blog is where shit comes out and never gets back in. Byezxc. I hate those who think they're perfect. If you are one, go kill yourself.

Mum and Dad call me Amirul. Yeah that's my name. Im 17 this year, just one more year to go before i take on my motorcycle license xD My O levels are long gone, i did well enough and here I am studying at Temasek Polytechnic, Engineering student. I never thought i'll love again, she gave me hope. Now she's gone, i felt all my hope crumble down. I feel so empty, so lost. Its just too sudden.
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