Ohh okay. My O levels are finally over. Yes OVERRRR. I went wild today. Too much to explain. Went out straight after paper finishes. Went to habourfront, lepaklepak makanmakan. Went back home with Fahrul, made a huge mistake, punch kick here and there, dustbin senget, security guard sleeping then terbangun, went to macdonalds, talktalk and finally home. Im such an ass. Seriously messed up.
Love, please don't be dissapointed with yourself. You have every right to reject my love, yes you're still afraid that i know. Making us official isn't everything to me, all i want is for you to be happy. It takes time to move on and its never easy but no matter what, i'll wait for you. I realised i too was afraid, even before thinking about asking you to be mine, i was already afraid of losing you. You're someone i never imagined to be this close with, i never expected you to be more than a friend. But everything proved me wrong. You're someone I wasn't looking for. But you came right into my life and shot me in the heart. You're someone worth everything i do, staying up late to text you, quit smoking, go all the way to town sending you to vocal class, fetching you from bishan and so much more. Love even if you're not mine to keep, having you as a friend is already too good to be true. I thank Allah for having you in my life. You made me wanna change for the better. You proved to me love still exists. Now with you, im not afraid any longer. I trust that if i were to be with you, you'll never break my heart. And if Allah allows it, we'll be together all our lives and in heaven, Insyallah.
I love you Nurul Afiqah, and i always will ♥
